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New stuff in NYC

2006-09-28T02:04:49Z

This is a warning for some of you out there. This entry is going to be weird, very weird. So read at your own risk.

Alright I got up this morning and thought it was going to be a bad day because it was going to be hot outside and also that I was running a little later then I was suppose to be. That was due to me not being able to sleep for a long time. Anyway, I leave my house around 9:15 to catch the train. Then something to freaking good happen that I was happy for the rest of the day. Do you guys know what it was? I got on the new A train. OMG, it's like the sexiest thing out there. Right after my GF, I would totally do the train. I mean that I would give the train a pole dance. Well I ran that idea trough my GF and she said that I can do it as long as no one from her family sees me do it. So when they start running more of those trains, I am going to give the New A train a pole dance. LOL. Don't think I am kidding. Well I will write more later. Bye.

my summer

2006-09-04T22:44:38Z

I know I have not written on this journal for a long time. Sorry about that guys, I been busy with stuff. One thing after other been taking up my time. I had so much fun during the summer working. Met some very kool people and did things that I never did before. I went in a horse carriage (which if you guys didn’t know, cost a lot of money for 30 minutes.) And it was fun. But I would of never have done it if I didn’t chill with people outside of NYC. I think everyone should act like a tourist once in a while. You see everything differently. Well me and wifey are back together. It was touch and go but we are doing so much better now.
I love COMPUTER. Well I like my computer now. Its better, I just upgraded it a little. It needed ram so I put more in there. It moves a little faster and smoother which is good. But it is not going get much faster then it is now. I need to get a new computer. I don’t think I am going to buy another computer but I think I am going to make a new computer. I think that would be better. It might cost a little more but it will be all mine.

to be continued.......

My Head Hurts

2006-05-04T12:19:34Z

I don't think I will ever been happy with my life and what I am doing with it. There is just so much I want to do but never can or will find the time for. I know that I am going to go back into school to get another 1 or 2 degrees. What am I going back in for is the question. Before it was going to be for art and education so I can be a art/tech teacher but now I think my passions have changed. The more I think of it, the more I see that I can't be a teacher because to really do teaching right, you have to be there for a while and knowing me, I am going to jump from one job to another. Right now I think I am going to go back in for computer science and computer engineering. I think this would be better for me. That stuff is hard to teach yourself but you can if you try really hard. That mean that after I finish these 2 more years that I got in this school, I have about 4-5 more years to go. So, I am not getting out of school until I am about 27. But then I want to go and get my masters so.... Yea. And on top of that I would have to work because my financial aid won’t cover it all. And I need to get the hell out of my house now so yea. I am going to be in school until I am old man. I really wished that I didn't start this major or that my school had double majors. That would have been better.

Since I mentioned jobs anyway, WTF is wrong with NYC. I can't get a job anywhere. OK, that is not fully true. If I wanted a job at McD's or something like that, I would get it but those are not the kind of jobs I want. There was this job that I really wanted and it paid 3000 for the summer but when I got the application and sent it in, they were full already. That sucks so much ass man. But yea, what you going to do. I need some money to upgrade my computer so it could be better and work better with the new OS system that windows is going to release soon. I know off the back I need about 500 dollars. Everything else I can live without for a while. My computer is already slowing down and I do not like that at all. Well I think this is going to be it for now, I will write some more later. Yes people, I know that I have not written anything since my b-day. Sorry for that, too busy with the Mexican. LOL. Don't tell her I said that.

bday

2006-02-26T05:33:47Z

Happy Birthday to ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 21 people.

bouncernyc @ 2006-01-29T22:17:00

2006-01-30T17:41:30Z

Alright, it has been over a month since I last posted something here. I don’t know why, well I left for a while and then I just didn’t get a chance to post anything. Anyway let me get you back up date in my life.
The last time I posted something was the 20th of December so… Christmas came and went. Nothing special happened that day. I didn’t even stay home. Went outside to church to get my laptop but my friend didn’t bring it to me and then I said that she didn’t have to bring it. I was mad for a while but then got over it. But got mad again because I remember when I say something I should do it or something bad would happen like me leaving for a little over 2 weeks with out it. All is good because I don’t have the damn thing anymore, gave it to my brother. (Alright, this is the bridge version of my life since the last time. That’s why I sound like this) I left to go to Maryland which was kind of fun and boring at the same time because there is nothing to do there most of the time. Spent a lot of time with my aunt which said that she would help me pay for a car if I get my license so that’s the first thing I started to work on when I got back down here to NYC (had to put that in for the Mexican, you know who you are) was got the permit. The rest of the break went smooth, nothing big happened. Before school started, I got one of the best massages that I ever had, thanks iatethebunny (my new sis). My friends gave me a nickname: BlackBudaPuppyDog, which is cute. I don’t have an iPod no more because I sold my iPod because next month I am getting an iPod video if it kills me. Well now your kind of up to date on my life. There was more stuff but I will put them in later on. Well talk to you guys later.

Contingency plan

2005-12-20T09:21:37Z

Hello New York, it must have sucked when you guys woke up and found out that the strike is on. It does for me, now I am going to be home all day but it’s ok because when I feel down I have to get something new and I am going to get firefly on DVD. So that and some Chinese food will be good I guess. So that’s my contingency plan, not sure about the rest of you guys. I am mad at princess becasue I have been up all night doing stuff for her and she wont kiss me, well neither would the Mexican but its all good. I could survive for a while. I just been really horny lately and I just want a bloody kiss from a cute girl. Is that so hard to ask for. Well my head is hurting me now and so is my ass (don’t even go there princess) so I am going to try to get some sleep. I will talk to you guys later. Pay what you owe!

so little time and dont know how to use it

2005-12-18T10:02:43Z

Just got home a while ago. I was having fun with princess and her friends. They were fun, they more they drank the funnier they got. Now I have to write this paper which I should have wrote before I went to see princess but I went to sleep instead. I am thinking that I should write it when I come home from church but I have an other project to do. Well I can do both if I really want to. Well let me start to work or should I go to sleep now and write a little before church, leave early and then start all over again. I think I am going to do that instead.

I'm back.... where did i go?

2005-12-15T23:14:58Z

Alright, I know I have not been on here for a while so let me tell you what I have been up to. School is about to finish for this semester, thank god I do not know how much more I can take. I am taking all night classes next semester because the job that I had told me that they do not need me anymore so…. I am looking for an other job right now but I need money so I want to work in the day and go to school at night; save up enough money that I can just move out when next semester is over. One way or the other I am leaving this house, I do not care if I have to live with a friend or rent a bedroom, I am gone by next year. My love life suck like it always does. I have not even been looking for a girlfriend; I have just been trying to get with the people that I know. I know it would not work out because their black and so am I so it would not work but still. I just really want to have someone right now. I do not know why, I could just be horny.

What else has happen to me since the last time I wrote here, I endangered one of my relationships with one of my friends. It was a bad move but I was horny and could not stop myself. I am not going to say what happened but all you need to know is that she did not like it and I made her feel uncomfortable which is wrong on my part. But she knows am sorry so it’s all good.

I started to set up my classes for next semester, I know, its about time. I am taking all night classes so I hope that goes well. I want to work 4 to 5 days a week which would be good because all the classes so far meet once a week and therefore I have a week to do my homework.

About my job letting me go, what they did was grimy. They did not even call me to tell me, they sent me an email. I was like damn. What happen if I was not planning to skip work and go to the movies, I would have shown up and there would of nothing for me to do. Well that’s life, nothing I can do but look for a new job. Well that’s if for now, so I will write more later.

Got to get out of here

2005-11-24T07:00:56Z

It is about 1:50 in the morning when I started to write this entry. Tell me why my brother (younger of course) has the music blasting in the front of the apartment. I can not take this much longer. There is something wrong with him, I know he knows that people are trying to sleep in the house and the next door neighbors are trying to sleep. I am trying to clean the house for my mom because she asked me to but I can not do it if he is up in the front. And the house was semi clean when I left for school this morning and by the time I got home, it was messy. I do not know how one boy could mess up a whole house in a couple of hours. His cloths are everywhere and his other stuff is all over the house too. I manage to clean my room, bath room, and the kitchen but I can not finish the rest of the house. And off top of this, I got to mop the whole thing. I wanted to mop the whole thing at once but I can not do that. I got to move out as soon as possible. The only reason why I put up with this is because of my mom. She works two jobs to take care of us and you really should not bite the hand that feeds you. She asked me not to say anything to that boy so I am not; I am just going to keep my mouth shut for now.

I got a job well it is the same as the one that I had last year, I mean last school year. For those that do not know, I worked at an after school program near my house. It was alright but there were some kids that just did not know how to behave so I got the chance to kick them out. I found out that kicking kids out is fun so I loved it. I start work next week which is so great. I could start to save up money now and move out. Of course this is not the job that I wanted to be doing but it is something for now. I am going to try to work all 5 days at the school which would means that I would get paid around $700 tax free money a month. If I put up 500 a month then I should have enough by the time I want to move out. I hope my friends will have money; I do not want to move out alone by if August comes and they are not ready then I am gone.

Got to get ready to watch some TV. Futurama is on soon. I hope I spelled it right. I hear dishes being moved, I hope he is not eating right now because I just washed up all the dishes.

Balloon and movie

2005-11-14T05:16:52Z

Hey people, how are you people doing? I am kind of sleepy but I got to finish cleaning my house. My brother came home for the people that know me, know that my house now looks like a tornado hit it. There is no other way of putting it. Everything from my room, bathroom, kitchen, to the living room needs to be clean. I am trying to find out how one guy can do this much in a couple of days. I need to get out of this house.
Anyway I got tickets to see the Harry Potter movie that comes out this week. It is the 11.59 movie which is all good. I am happy because I was not sure if I could get the tickets anyway for opening night since I thought that they would all be sold out by now. So I am going to see this movie twice since Onixgreystone does not want me to know where she lives. Well I know what area she lives at but not the building and her mom said it was alright for her to come out and play with us this late as long I take her home. She is so going to kill me now. Well I guess I will see it with her on Friday. Iatethebunny said that she was going to see it again Friday but she was going to duck out early since I like her cousin and she does not want to be there. Alright people, what is so bad about dating one of your best friend’s cousin? I do not get it. If she liked one of my cousins I would be happy for her but she freaks out because of a balloon. Balloon means head for the people that did not know that. Anyway I done for tonight, will talk to you guys later.

Cute monitor girl

2005-11-13T04:01:48Z

LOL. Alright, how are you guys doing? I am good, I got my monitor. It looks nice, it is a LCD baby!!!! It is about time I got one. Come on, I am tech person and I did not have a LCD. There is something wrong with that, you know. This monitor is so sexy. It is black and silver which goes along with my computers colors. My computer is black with a little silver on it and my keyboard and mouse is black and sliver. It all goes along so well. I think I should get an other monitor just because I can. I am planning to do a computer upgrade around xmas time. I would of have this computer for 1 year so it is about time that it gets some new parts. It has been going slower lately, I think it needs more ram. It could use some other stuff too.
I saw this girl that I liked for a while. I do not see her that much since I do not have her number or anything like that. She is my friend’s cousin so I see her when I see her. She is cute but she seems different. I do not know what happen but she seems more calmed and stuff like that. When I first met her, she was a free spirit but now I guess with work, school, and other stuff she got calm. Well she is still cute so it is all good. Here is the thing, I do not know what to say to girls that I like. Well I was not ready tonight but iatethebunny (which she first raped it then ate it. Claming it was self defense…. Self defense my big black ass) had to call her and tell her to come over. It was nice seeing her anyway. Well I will write some later, peace.

math class

2005-11-10T18:48:08Z

So… yea, I am home, once again when I should have been in school. I do not skip a lot of my classes, only math. I do not like that class, it is not that it is hard or anything like that, it is to easy for me. I did all the hw for the whole semester already and that means I have nothing to do in class. I sit there bored out of my mind think about what I am going to do when I get out of class. I cannot take it anymore. My friend told me that I am skipping a lot of classes, that is not true, only math. So take that Iatethebunny. And I know my teacher cannot say that I did not know the stuff I past all my test. I should talk to him and see if now he would take all my HW and give me a break in class.

Hitting leads to marriage

2005-11-07T04:28:54Z

OMG… girls…women, I don’t care what you call them, they are deadly like there is no tomorrow. They aim for the face and I don’t know why. Onixgreystone and Iatethebunny both have hit me in the face with flying objects on different occasions. I don’t know why people try to hit me, I think its because I am a black male living in America and there is something about me that make people want to hit me. My niece and nephew both were hitting me yesterday and so did Onixgreystone. She threw a cup of soda at my face. I know she didn’t mean to…(to got reply to my Japanese friend, she just sent me an email) I mean she didn’t mean to hit me in my face but she still did mean to hit me. I had soda on my face and all. I think what Iatethebunny did was worse then that. She threw a DVD case at my face. She almost took out my eye. And after that, she was laughing, no sorry. At least Onixgreystone said sorry a lot. But what can you do, you win some you lose some.
So yea, I want to get married soon, in like the next 2-5 years. So I started asking my friends (females of course) if they would like to marry me. So far, I got all nnnnooos. I am starting to think that there is something wrong with me. Anyway, talk to you later. Peace.

Can’t stop, addicted to the sound

2005-11-04T08:30:01Z

I don’t sleep well anymore. I can’t sleep more then a couple of hour with out waking up and having to do something online. I think there is something wrong with me. It is really starting to get on my nerves. I think I need a break from computers and TV. I think I should buy a camera and start taking pictures again. I had fun doing that and it got me to leave the house. I need my sleep and I need something to get me away for a while. My monitor is still there at my house doing nothing. If I didn’t have a laptop I would not have anything right now. That would have been good I guess. It could be the humming from the computer that been keeping me up at night. I should start to turn them off since I am soon moving and should get ready to pay for electricity.

Alright so I just turned off my computer and I didn’t know that it was that loud. It really is but I guess it has to be. I have like 5 fans in it to keep it cool so that it does not over heat and stop working. It’s more peaceful here now. I could hear the clock and my mom’s TV.

I feel a little bit better now. I am not as sick as I was yesterday at this time. Really wish my friend came to take care of me, hell I wish someone came over. I hate being in my house and if I have to be here I want someone here with me.

F*&king Karma

2005-11-02T10:04:12Z

(freewrite)
I hate karma. Alright, I am going to make this short because I do want to go back to sleep. Monday I told my teachers that I was sick and couldn’t come to school. But now I am really sick and have to go to school. DAMN. Well I guess I could make it work in my favor by saying I was really really sick and now I am feeling a little better, can I go home now. Shit, you know I never finish that paper, every time I was going to write it I went to sleep or started to clean. I don’t think I want to do it deep in side. Well I guess I will do it now, it shouldn’t take that long. Max 2 hours.
I want a girlfriend. This is my life story. There was this girl but I just found out that she is taken so moving on. To hell with a girl friend, I need a friend with benefits. That would be so much better and cleaner. Well that’s it for now.

money sex money

2005-11-02T00:51:53Z

(Free write grammar not checked)
Alright, I want to go to the museum of sex on nov. 9th. I really do, they are having this thing about foreplay, which I really want to go to. But the thing is that its going to be around 30 dollars and I have no one to go with me. I can't believe that i can't find someone to go with me to hear something about sex. What happened to my friends? I could understand that they say that they can't come because they dont have the money. I should be paid then so I might pay for them.

My back hurts like there is no tomorrow. Maybe iatethebunny was right, i should go the gym and work out. I like how I am now but if the world says for me to change, who am I to argue with them. Well I should say her because I take her stuff serious (well most.... some of it... a little of it) but yea I think she is right. Well i am going to get DDR (dance dance revolution) first then go the gym just to tone and work out. I could lose some and most of my weight at home.

So I am getting a new TV. yay. But i have to buy it with my own money which sucks so much ass. Its going to be nice so when this girls come to my house it would be better for them and I am also getting ready to move out so I need these things. I am thinking of the future you see. Well I am using my cell phone money to buy it so I have to put the cell phone off for a while. I am not that happy with the chose but there is nothing else I can do.

other white meat........

2005-10-30T07:37:20Z

I might as well as also put what I write on xanga.com on here.
I don’t know what to say anymore. I think I got the worse luck in the world. I work so hard for everything that I can call my own and yet that is still is not enough. My stuff still breaks down all the time. So I spend more money and it still breaks down. I don’t know what to do anymore. My new monitor is broken. Do you people think I am in a rush to fix that anytime soon, HELL NO. I am done. I am sick of spending my money with out anyone else helping me. My mom helps a little but I still have to pay her back. So it’s like a loan I guess you can say from the “Bank of Mom”. I only had it for 17 days. That’s wrong on so many levels. And now my cell phone does not like to work. So I am going to get a new cell phone and then around Christmas time I am going to get a new monitor. Well I really still thinking about it. I might buy one sooner. I need my other computer. I wish I could move out sooner but it doesn’t look like its going to happen. So I guess I am going to have to move out in the summer as I said before.
I don’t understand parents sometimes. If your child is over 18 then they should be able to do stuff like stay out late and have friends over. I don’t understand why they will not let their kids do these things. It could be that my friends are female or some excuse like that. I was wondering if the parents know something that we kids don’t. That would make a lot of sense if there were something that they knew that they couldn’t really explain but it had to be done. You can’t say, “it’s because you are a girl” that’s just wrong and does not say much. What about them being a girl is so bad. And they are out with me and I am like 6’4, no one really messes with me and stuff like that. And this is New York City, the city that never sleeps. But some parents think that it sleeps around 12. They are funny.
I know there is more that I want to say but I can’t put them into words right now so I will write later I hope.